Everything was not the same as before .

Gonna post some "emo" stuffs . And i think it's gonna be a long post . Whatever .

Well . Things change . People change . Heart change . Everything just changes . Everyone can say "i love you" But how many in fact , can honor it ? Did they promised for the sake of promising ? I don't know . Telling the one you love that you will always love them FOREVER AND ALWAYS . When one day you just left them without a single word . Have you ever think of their feeling ? If you really did love them you will have consider .

"The reason i hold on for so long . It's because I still love you and I don't wanna lose you"

You will never be able to imagine that this girl actually cry herself to sleep , forcing herself not to think of you when you guys spend the most wonderful moments before . You will never understand . And yet you acted like none of this memories had happen before . Do you think it is possible ? 

Before the relationship , you tried and think of any possible ways to win her heart and all . Sweet-talking to her , text her all day long , buy her little gifts etc . But after you guys are together , everything changes . You never continue to do what that makes her feel warmth and happy . So you think your sort of "responsibility" is over when you've got her ? Then i tell you , you're a total jerkass .

"If I ever wanted to go , would you hold my hand and tell me not to leave ?"

Delete text messages . Delete contact . Do you think this seriously works for her to forget you ? No . It's not that easy , boy . Those memories are definitely not easy to delete it .

When she tells you about the problems that you guys are currently having . Please do not avoid it by saying "i don't wanna talk about it anymore" or "i am tired already . You go sleep early too" , cos you're scared that you two will have a fight . This definitely cannot solve the problem , but it will worsen it . At least you two can work it out right ? (Provided if you still want this relationship to go on)

Can you try to figure out  how i feel instead of pointing fingers at me , that is was ALL my fault .. 

Hope whoever is reading this know that this is just some random post i think of ... (:

SMILE 


And lastly ,