Afraid .

Well .. Gonna post some random and meaningless stuff ~

It's really hard to fall in love again after a failed relationship . It's like , you're afraid that you might go through another unpleasant experience again , or you might remember the memories with your ex again ..
Sigh .

You believed everything he said , cos you love him and trust him .
"Forever and always alright ?" "I love you" "I promised that I will always be by your side and never leave you"
But how ridiculous is all that bullshit ? In the end , he just fucking left you when you were still believing in all his promises , thinking that he wouldn't forget about it .

You turned into that person that you promised me you will never ever be .

Definition for the word 

1. Promise :  something that has the effect of an express assurance;indication of what may be expected.
2. Forever : without ever ending; eternally: to last forever.  continually; incessantly; always
3. Love :  a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.  a feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection.

You had no idea how much she wasted her tear on you . No ,  never ever underestimate the amount of pain she is enduring . And the amount of effort she is trying to forget you and move on .

She always make you as her priority and yet what do you treat her as ?
Sometimes it's really hard to open up and accept another relationship again . It will take a long time to recover ... 


As an aquarius ..